My private journey into the phenomenon of the paranormal and abductee experience was and is an isolated, complex, uphill trek that tends to leave me feeling vulnerable and exposed not only to the elements but to opinions. To be more specific, I am speaking about opinions like yours, your friends and the public at large, yet here I am sharing my story with you. Am I a glutton for punishment, not really? This is just a part of my desire to see if anyone else, has had similar experiences, perhaps furthering my own exploration into the religious, abductee experience.
My religion seemed to add a twisted, exorcisty kind of atmosphere that made me think I was possessed or abnormal most of my childhood. The two worlds for any child can create a dysfunctional and skewed perspective concerning what reality is and what it slowly becomes. If I can levitate does this mean I’m an angel? If I see beings from above, does this mean they are from heaven? Most of these questions were answered from my childhood in the most basic to elaborate of ways. Who might I ask, could answer the questions that plagued me, especially if they didn’t understand the problems at large, the unequivocal intimidating type that molded and encouraged me to become a timid victim? Believe it or not, it was religion that was quick to answer me pointedly because in some peculiar and twisted ways, it played a role in my experiences.
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